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>be me exactly a year ago
>joined a group chat over summer because I had no friends
>get interested in girl named Annabel, we talk a lot over Skype, usually 5 hour conversations
>ask her "what are we" while watching Netflix
>turns out she liked me a lot too
>FuckYes.jpg
>a few months go by, the love died down a bit, but we still loved each other
>one of our friends (her best friend but her and I talked a lot too) starts flirting with me
>after about 2-3 months of trying to sort out my feelings, I break it up
>worst choice I've ever made
>ofc she starts crying, "But anon, I love you!"
>I pushed through and assured her things would get better for her
>date the girl,she only wanted me for sexual advances so I break it off
>Annabel doesn't talk to me, months go by
>random text from Annabel saying she was sorry and wanted to be friends again
>skype her, randomly she says "im horny" and asks me to whip my dick out
>im very hesitant but I did it anyway
>some other guy was calling her on her phone and they both laughed at me
>it was my best friend, he said "How does it feel knowing im dicking down your girl?" before the call ends
>IDeservedThis.Png
>I'm depressed for the next few months, I still really adored Annabel
>random text from Annabel, saying she wants to apologize (this time she meant it)
>now I talk to her daily almost, and she talks to me about other guys who treat her badly
>each call Is either entirely depressing, or the best day of my life
>last night, we were alone in a call, and I don't know how it was brought up but she said
>"anon, you know I only have bad memories of sex now because of you"
>my heart sinks into my chest, and for the rest of the call (this happened yesterday)
>I'm upset, she tells me every time she thinks about our sexual experiences it makes her cry, and she doesn't want to have sex ever because of it
mfw I ruined a girl I would die for
>joined a group chat over summer because I had no friends
>get interested in girl named Annabel, we talk a lot over Skype, usually 5 hour conversations
>ask her "what are we" while watching Netflix
>turns out she liked me a lot too
>FuckYes.jpg
>a few months go by, the love died down a bit, but we still loved each other
>one of our friends (her best friend but her and I talked a lot too) starts flirting with me
>after about 2-3 months of trying to sort out my feelings, I break it up
>worst choice I've ever made
>ofc she starts crying, "But anon, I love you!"
>I pushed through and assured her things would get better for her
>date the girl,she only wanted me for sexual advances so I break it off
>Annabel doesn't talk to me, months go by
>random text from Annabel saying she was sorry and wanted to be friends again
>skype her, randomly she says "im horny" and asks me to whip my dick out
>im very hesitant but I did it anyway
>some other guy was calling her on her phone and they both laughed at me
>it was my best friend, he said "How does it feel knowing im dicking down your girl?" before the call ends
>IDeservedThis.Png
>I'm depressed for the next few months, I still really adored Annabel
>random text from Annabel, saying she wants to apologize (this time she meant it)
>now I talk to her daily almost, and she talks to me about other guys who treat her badly
>each call Is either entirely depressing, or the best day of my life
>last night, we were alone in a call, and I don't know how it was brought up but she said
>"anon, you know I only have bad memories of sex now because of you"
>my heart sinks into my chest, and for the rest of the call (this happened yesterday)
>I'm upset, she tells me every time she thinks about our sexual experiences it makes her cry, and she doesn't want to have sex ever because of it
mfw I ruined a girl I would die for
