>>15102600>>15102500Thanks and all. My mum knows and stuff, I have a visit with a therapist sooner or later, Id need to check the date.
yeh, its just a cycle of doing the same shit over and over again, genuinly painful, I feel gross about myself every time... thats why i want to just try to cut off the eating part off completely, im relatively motivated to do so.
I'm aware it's not healthy but I want to feel good about myself. I feel like no matter how much i try to eat "healthly" I end up overeating and purging at one point or another... I feel like I'm oversharing a bit rn