>>15154704idk... sometimes these spiritual experiences just happen. i didn't know ketamine would do that to me. all i can do is experience and attempt to articulate what i went through.
the trip honestly never ends for me. not in a psychotic manner, but again, i see life as an eternal hymn, and why not? everything you see around us is just smoke and mirrors. no matter where you go, how many distractions you submerge yourself in, you will always encounter yourself because we are just energy, frequency, and vibration like a song, as nikola tesla put it.
my current state of consciousness is not permanent. when i go to sleep, i know my consciousness will be altered in a profound way because i am experiencing my dreams. the trip never ends. life is an eternal hymn.
>>15154719i just can't. it's too tacky for me regardless of it's high regard within these circles. it's not sacred to me, and i think that's what's most important when i listen to something. i can't chase the music, the sound to discover something like a distant memory of that sound now resurfacing, and i say sound because it's not one specific song. just a feel of what the song was like.
