>>1515404what you 'feel' is not the end-all-be-all of reality. your perceptions are very skewed, and there is something you can do about it.
stop with the self-pity and excuses. if you are not seriously physically deformed you can acquire a GF. she may not be a prime teenage virgin, but she'll be a GF.
unless you're not very interesting, women hate boring people more than ugly ones.