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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 21:23:44 No.15186065 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>15186529 >>15186621 >>15186689 >>15187301

>"Today be productive day"
>"gonna be productive at 3:30pm"
>3:30pm
>4:00pm
>4:30pm
>5:00pm
>5:20pm (sooner to be 5:30pm)
>post in 4chinz

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I hate college so much it's unrealllllll I feel like fukcing dog water.

PLS TEWI GIVE ME THE EQUATION TO HAPPINESSSSSS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O2UwjEufpck

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:92i+ZfNE Wed 11 May 2022 21:24:30 No.15186071 Report

Quoted By: >>15186115

JUST DO IT
Niketm

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 21:29:40 No.15186115 Report

Quoted By: >>15186462 >>15186476

>>15186071
I have to admit, I m fucking human garbage for this, but I really fucking hate that I choose the college route. But I didnt have much of a choice. They wouldnt allow me to waste the education they already paid for me the years prior college. I honestly fucking hate waking up every day and go to a place where I dont understand jackshit, and I m also being made fun of due to my ignorance. This ignoring fucking stupid "innovation" tasks that I have to do in order to become next "le hero of da warudo".

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:92i+ZfNE Wed 11 May 2022 22:15:46 No.15186462 Report

Quoted By: >>15186493

>>15186115
It's not forever man

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:mMZDeraI Wed 11 May 2022 22:19:29 No.15186476 Report

Quoted By: >>15186493

>>15186115
i don't a give fuck about replying seriously but you won't be the same person atleast 5 years from where you are

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 22:22:18 No.15186484 Report

Quoted By: >>15186503

I'm so looking forward to going to school again
not

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:24:47 No.15186493 Report

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>>15186462
I bet it wont. I ll give it 3 to 4 years before I get kicked for being a literal retard. But after I failed, what? I'd already lost around 6 to 7 years of my youth (not like I'd have use them anyways) and all I got is debt, plus nothing but GED. At that point. What's next? NEETbux? Because it's jackshit here in terms of dissability bux
>>15186476
Fuck you then

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:27:48 No.15186503 Report

Quoted By: >>15186508

>>15186484
I honestly wish I could go back to my school era, not because I liked school. I almost equally hated it compared to college. BUT, at least I didnt care too much about my future back then. I could live in "autopilot" mode with no consequences and life was significantly less miserable.
I also was able to look and lust over Scholar girls without being called a... Well

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 22:29:14 No.15186508 Report

Quoted By: >>15186523

>>15186503
school, collage, it is all the same to me, i have no idea what these english terms mean, it is all just school in german

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:33:54 No.15186523 Report

Quoted By: >>15186531

>>15186508
Oh, I thought you meant "going back to the past", "going back to school".
Then no, I hate college. Fuck you for enjoying it

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:AeClOg8b Wed 11 May 2022 22:35:11 No.15186529 Report

Quoted By: >>15186541

>>15186065
dude i haven't been to any classes for almost all of May. i'm hoping i can cram study pretty good for my final exams next week or else i'll get C's in all my classes

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 22:35:31 No.15186531 Report

Quoted By: >>15186537

>>15186523
i dont think anyone in their right mind enjoys sitting in some decrepit building to get some worthless piece of paper

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:36:52 No.15186537 Report

Quoted By: >>15186538

>>15186531
then why the fuck are you looking forward going back to that shitty place??? I m way too dumb to see your 4D chess

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 22:37:13 No.15186538 Report

Quoted By: >>15186551

>>15186537
have you tried reading the second line

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:37:43 No.15186541 Report

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>>15186529
You are gonna fail anyways. What's the point. GG man. Just give up. There's nothing you can do to prevent the inevitable.

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:40:45 No.15186551 Report

Quoted By: >>15186561

>>15186538
that makes sense. First time I read it didnt make any sense to me. Weird.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP TOMORROW

It's so hard to keep up like this. I'm at the point where I m about to really burst one. I really just want to lie in my bed and let myself to rot.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 22:43:38 No.15186561 Report

Quoted By: >>15186568

>>15186551
Your heart is at the right place
Don't let that voice ever go silent

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:44:53 No.15186568 Report

Quoted By: >>15186576

>>15186561
What does that even mean german-kun

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 22:46:31 No.15186576 Report

Quoted By: >>15186598 >>15186600

>>15186568
one day you will fall for the trap that is employment
you will have to stand up every day, for the benefit of getting money out of it.
but you must always remember, that working is not worth it, and life is too short to work.
stay disciplined, and don't let the money distract you from this fact.

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Anonymous ID:O9KjoN6R Wed 11 May 2022 22:52:23 No.15186598 Report

Quoted By: >>15186606

>>15186576
>lmao who needs food or a house just die bro

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:52:38 No.15186600 Report

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>>15186576
Maybe money is not the only thing that matters in this world, but everything needs money at the end of the day. No matter how much I think I dont need it, I still do since I need to survive. No money means no house, no power, no food, no nothing. And even if I feel like trash most of the time, money has helped me to make life much less shitter.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:qiEwBzFS Wed 11 May 2022 22:54:26 No.15186606 Report

Quoted By: >>15186613

>>15186598
Did you know that Germans just receive 400 euros + free housing if they aren’t employed? And Germany is among the less generous countries when it comes to welfare.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:55:57 No.15186613 Report

Quoted By: >>15186694

>>15186606
You lucky motherfuckers...

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Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 22:56:33 No.15186614 Report

Quoted By: >>15186626 >>15186629

They love to work. They love to get a credit, and buy a new car. They love paying for shitty hollywood movies, and netlix. If they love that, they can be taught to pay my check too.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7uC7gEXA Wed 11 May 2022 22:58:56 No.15186621 Report

Quoted By: >>15186693

>>15186065
dude it's a switch: do or don't
It's literally on your mind and you're the only one who can press it

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 22:59:30 No.15186626 Report

Quoted By: >>15186628

>>15186614
Then dont give it away like its a fucking solution when it only works for u, since u live there. I dont have free housing, and the only NEETbuxx I can get with dissability it only gives me 226 USD

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 23:00:39 No.15186628 Report

Quoted By: >>15186693

>>15186626
Like I know what it is like in every country of the world. I thought that Chile was one of the less shitty places in South America
But yeah, the new world is not a nice place to live in. You are like trees with their roots capped.

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Anonymous ID:O9KjoN6R Wed 11 May 2022 23:01:04 No.15186629 Report

Quoted By: >>15186665

>>15186614
you are lucky your parents dont throw you out on the street, parasite

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 23:05:18 No.15186665 Report

Quoted By: >>15186866

>>15186629
But I already threw my parents out
and my father leeches off my uncle
and my mom pretends not to work to get extra state money
all in all i don't think you can blame leeches for sucking your blood out, they are just trying to get by as well.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:T+NXPoAH Wed 11 May 2022 23:09:22 No.15186689 Report

Quoted By: >>15186866

>>15186065
You will never amount to anything, nonce.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 23:10:00 No.15186693 Report

Quoted By: >>15186912

>>15186628
There is no point at this point. Point. POINTUUUU

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK

I was thinking, but I highly doubt it can work , and its to marry an old lady... You know what... maybe not...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I CAN FEEL THE PAIN
>WAKE UP 6AM
>WAKE UP TO BE MOCKED
>TO BE STUPID
>TO BE SO RETARDED YOU CANT EVEN LEARN
>TO LEARN HOW GOOD EVERYONE IS DOING IT
>TO HAVE CLASSES WITH SONS OF BITCHES WHO THINK "THEY ARE ALL THAT", JUST BECAUSE THEY HAVE A DEGREE.
>A BIT OF HUMILITY WOULDNT HURT YOU YOU STUPID FUCKING PRICK

I literally acted like a bitch the other day when someone said "yoooo I got an A+" and I was like "bitch I dont give a fuck you are doing better than me in math". He then proceeded to explain it was something related to a stupid self-improvement class, and it wasn't a grade from math.
After he said that so calmly I realized how much of a fucking cunt I was. But I cant lie to myself. I dont give a shit of other's success if I m not successful.
Fuck this shit
>>15186621
If it wasnt in my mind I d be studying rn.
I want to fucking bash my head against the wall.
Also fuck you, you are from the same country I m and none of you would even understand how I feel

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:qiEwBzFS Wed 11 May 2022 23:10:30 No.15186694 Report

Quoted By: >>15186866

>>15186613
I don’t know how bad prisons are in Chile but if you really think you need more luxury in your life you can just shoplift.

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 23:13:02 No.15186866 Report

Quoted By: >>15186892

>>15186665
God damn Fritz! I m so jealous of you. I wish I could have my own house and 400 euros each month. I d rot in my bed, crying, existing, enjoying myself, etc, 24/7
>>15186689
I already know that. I ll either bite the bullet or end up in some shady place. Who knows.
>>15186694
Please no. I will never do anything to mess up with the law. I d die instantly

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 23:17:46 No.15186892 Report

Quoted By: >>15186914

>>15186866
I don't have that much money, they don't pay for everything, and internet already takes half of that, food and water the rest
I really just barely live by
No new games, no new clothes, no new car, no new nothing. But I don't need that, just lying down all day is worth it.
Actually I have a good excuse in the end, that would be taking care of my grandmother, if I could become nurse or something that would be ideal cause being a nurse equals more state money
whatever

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7uC7gEXA Wed 11 May 2022 23:21:35 No.15186912 Report

Quoted By: >>15187083

>>15186693
You stupid fuck, I've been on the road you are describing and I'm done with it, I finished it. I also had to tolerate massive imbeciles who thought were they biggest deal when in reality they were just hedonistic pieces of shit with no moral rules at all.
I know what I am telling you. Disregard all the shit around you and just DO IT. People being crap, no one to trust, nothing makes any sense, those are just excuses to not do it. The truth is the ONLY ONE important here, is YOU. Fuck all the rest. You have two choices, either you work your ass off to get some stuff done and be happy with them, disregarding the rest of the shit the world throws at you because your skin is thick and hard from all the shit you've put up with, or you don't and you be miserable for the rest of your life. This is the same here in Chile and in the rest of the world too.
You make the choice. Seriously weon, is in your head. It's a switch: On or off. Do, or don't.

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 23:21:48 No.15186914 Report

Quoted By: >>15187098

>>15186892
Hope you can achieve that anon. And I also think its cool that you like 2hus too. 2hus are cute dont you think?

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 23:31:55 No.15187083 Report

Quoted By: >>15187123

>>15186912
>either you work your ass off to get some stuff done and be happy with them
>be happy with them
>h a p p y
Where can I find enjoyment in something that, with all lights, tells me all the time "you are useless, you dont know, you are a failure, you are stupid". Because that's all I get from tests. Previously to this last two weeks, I d try my best, ask teachers, ask helpers, ask people who are good in the area, and nothing. Absolutely nothing. I failed anyways, so after failing so many times, over and over, I got kind of sick from this shit, I m fed up .I cant do this anymore. I fucking hate it. I suck at it. Where's the reward in any of this but to end up kicked out of college for being a retard, plus debt???
Fuck this. Why I dont feel like killing myself yet???
>Seriously weon
>weon
Fuck you

I m already set in my path to doom. So be it. I hope I reach to the point where I can no longer take it so I finally can end it all for good.

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Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 23:35:10 No.15187098 Report

Quoted By: >>15187120

>>15186914
yes haire keharitohomine and et cetera and so forth
what do you think I neet for

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 23:40:00 No.15187120 Report

Quoted By: >>15187122

>>15187098
You do NEETing so you can appreciate the beauty of 2hus???? That's so cool, cute, and awesome anon!
I personally love Reimu. She might be the most common, but I really like how care free she is, and how adorable she looks

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 23:41:10 No.15187122 Report

Quoted By: >>15187151

>>15187120
people hate fumos but i saw a pic of a fumo reimu and that facial expression she has is where depictions of reimu's face have peaked and no cropped futa doujin pic can ever top that

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Anonymous ID:7uC7gEXA Wed 11 May 2022 23:41:21 No.15187123 Report

Quoted By: >>15187151

>>15187083
Ok then, don't do it. But seriously and completely unironically, all this
> I d try my best, ask teachers, ask helpers, ask people who are good in the area
doesn't make it. If you are studying, you already are in a good path. You'll find a lot of suckers on that path who'll tell you exactly that: Your thesis is shit, it doesn't make sense, you are not worth it, etc.
But at the end, the only thing that matters is that you get grades good enough to beat that final test, get that stupid piece of paper that says you are "done" with your studies and you got a degree.
With that stupid piece of paper, you get things done, you make your own money and you don't have to answer to anynone. Then you start your own path, the world is fucked anyway, but at least you have a stupid shit that says you made it in something and allows you to make money. Then you earn it and you do your own thing, you go to to the south of our country where things are better, you build your own house, your slowly pay your mortgage debt or whatever you got to get that piece of land and YOU MAKE IT, you are the owner of your own life. FUCK ALL THE REST.
If you are set to your path of doom, then so be it, as you yourself have put. But consider just for a minute, the fact you put up with the bullshit and do it. You study hard, you read the books you have to read and learn them for sufficient time to get it done. Your life would be AWESOME.
Why would you go to that pit of hell when you can get everything you want? Maybe there is something you are doing wrong now. Well, fix it, without complaining, FIND WHAT YOU ARE DOING WRONG AND FIX IT. Then kick ass, get that stupid paper that says you got a degree on some shit and LAUGH. You've done it. You are now the king of whatever you decide.
DO IT ANON, DO IT WEON

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Wed 11 May 2022 23:52:15 No.15187151 Report

Quoted By: >>15187155 >>15187233

>>15187122
Futa Reimu isnt best reimu. Best Reimu is embarassed Reimu.
I want Reimu to take care of me and love me till I die.
>>15187123
>But at the end, the only thing that matters is that you get grades
Doesnt matter when I cant even do something as simple as that. Honestly I m broken. I have so much rage and disappointment that I feel kind of empty inside. I want to fucking crush my skull rn.
I dont want to keep growing up. I ve been like this since I was like 16. I m tired of growing up. I dont want to grow up. I dont want to live anymore, but I dont want to kill myself. Fuck this bloomer happy digimon mumbo jumbo. I cant do it and I ve been witness of my learning dissability. I m too stupid to do this and there is no point in trying anymore. I cant fight this pain any longer. Its taking a toll in me. I fucking hate how many things I havent achieved in the past, and I hate that now I m in some stupid path that I know I m going to fail anyways, no matter how hard I try, since I already did it.
Also, whats the point on taking literally working my entire day on something I get no reward at??? I m literally existing solely to study and solely to end working 24/7

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Anonymous ID:Viw6dtN2 Wed 11 May 2022 23:54:58 No.15187155 Report

Quoted By: >>15187202

>>15187151
best reimu is whatever this is

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Thu 12 May 2022 00:12:03 No.15187202 Report

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>>15187155
That's a sweet young mommy Reimu. I want her to breastfeed me so badly
I thought this was already sent!

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7uC7gEXA Thu 12 May 2022 00:26:16 No.15187233 Report

Quoted By: >>15187383

>>15187151
>I cant do it and I ve been witness of my learning dissability
I don't know about this, maybe it's a thing, maybe not. I think not. You can study anything you want. If you are not learning, there is another problem, not a disability. But honestly idk, maybe there is something wrong there. If it is, fix it, with medicine or whatever is needed.
>Also, whats the point on taking literally working my entire day on something I get no reward at??? I m literally existing solely to study and solely to end working 24/7
the point is you work your ass off now, to do whatever you want later. I studied my ass off and now spend all my days at home, I play vidya while working, I work maybe 2, 3 hours a day, then I do whatever I want, movies, books, work out, anything.
You have to kick it to make it, but only once. After you get that degree, you are done and another path comes along. A comfy path where you don't have to make so many efforst, no more commute time, no more waking up early with cold and in a hurry, no more of none of that shit you are bearing with atm.
Be patient anon, don't give up just yet. Maybe the problem you need fixing is very, very small. Maybe there is some little stuff in front of you, not allowing yourself to get what you want. Imagine you quit now and live miserable forever with a bunch of "what if"s in your head. Fix that shit that's not making you make it and keep up on that path.

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Anonymous ID:w4mtORPW Thu 12 May 2022 00:54:41 No.15187301 Report

Quoted By: >>15187383

>>15186065
>no anon dont give up!
>all you need to do is go to a therapist and take your meds and all your problems will go away
>you'll finally become a productive member of society(tm)!!!!!!

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Thu 12 May 2022 01:12:53 No.15187383 Report

Quoted By: >>15187819

>>15187233
>I studied my ass off and now spend all my days at home, I play vidya while working, I work maybe 2, 3 hours a day, then I do whatever I want, movies, books, work out, anything.
>Implying everyone will be as successful as you, and not end up working in an office 24 god damn 7
Lel
>Imagine you quit now and live miserable forever with a bunch of "what if"s in your head
Already doing that. If I keep doing it, maybe one day I will consider offing myself for real, and no more problems since I will be dead, or die by some side effects of being sad and grumpy all the time
>Maybe the problem you need fixing is very, very small.
Doesnt look like.

Regardless... What did super perfect anon study anyways?
>>15187301
Basically. Fuck therapists. They are involved with law enforcement, that's for sure

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7uC7gEXA Thu 12 May 2022 01:41:17 No.15187819 Report

Quoted By: >>15188004

>>15187383
>Implying everyone will be as successful as you, and not end up working in an office 24 god damn 7
yes, it takes time, but from all degrees you can get this, no exceptions, you have to find the right work or the right balance, but with time, you can make it whatever you wish, even a full hikikomori life (but with a work).
Well anon, the one thing I get is that maybe I have missunderstood you through your posting, I just replied to you, to give you energy and to remind you that this is a terrible fight, a struggle for all of those who choose to go for it, capable or not. But maybe your situation has problems far away from this regards and the understanding of us reading here. If that's so, I just wish you the best, the whole of my good vibes for you, your studies and your work. Godspeed and good luck.

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Thu 12 May 2022 01:50:26 No.15188004 Report

Quoted By: >>15188079

>>15187819
Honestly I never wanted to go to college. I hate it. Once I reached senior year in HS I decided to finish it but didn't apply for the SAT. I choose to work so I could make some money. But my parents, after a couple of years, told me to get a degree, otherwise it would have been a waste of their money and efforts, because of what use was going thru elementary, secondary, high school, if I wasnt going for higher education.

I personally just do stuff cuz they made me do it. If I went to school, it is because its normal for everyone to go to school. Now, since every mongrel goes to college, I have to go to college too.

I hate waking up every day and be witness of how much of failure I m. I hate waking up every day just to work with people I dont feel comfortable with, because otherwise I ll get an F. I hate waking up every day and being the laughing stock of stupid academical elitist niggers because my question was either too obvious or stupid.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:7uC7gEXA Thu 12 May 2022 02:08:28 No.15188079 Report

Quoted By: >>15188116

>>15188004
>because of what use was going thru elementary, secondary, high school, if I wasnt going for higher education.
I agree with them, only in the sense that, if you were able to pass through all that bullshit, then you have what it takes to go a little bit further and get something that guarantees you more money. And you are right, "going to college" is "normal" nowadays. It is expected from everyone.
Don't disregard the fact that your abilities maybe are misplaced. Maybe you are putting your time and effort on something that's not compatible with your nature. And if that's so, the best thing is to change courses as soon as posible. There are so many stories out there, about people that spent so much time doing something they were not meant to do.
By the way you write and reason, I am convinced you are a smart, capable person. You make the correct judgments and questions. Don't doubt yourself, doubt your environment. You are a smart, honest and capable person, don't question that. If you are young, you still have time to figure out the changes that need to be done. Just don't end yourself. I honestly love to read a story about some folk that struggled but made it.
>I hate...
I feel you so much, brother. When I was studying, I hated the exact same things you are describing to me right now. I hated myself too. But I kept going and at the end, it was all worth it, because I wouldn't have to see the faces and descriptions of those and that I hated so much. The world is fucked, bro. Seriously fucked. Winnings goes to those who don't deserve it, immoral jewish pieces of shit who are making all this worst. Los cuicos, olvídate, hay tanta pudrería de cuicos en las carreras profesionales. I don't know why they feel so superior, honestly. It's like they had an "elite" club where only those from the same "race" can fit in. Fuck all that crap. You and I, we are doing our own shit. Please, keep enduring. YOU DESERVE THE RESULT.

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Thu 12 May 2022 02:18:48 No.15188116 Report

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Problem is I dont want anything. I want to lie in my bed and cry, hug my dakis, and play cyda, watch movies/animu, etc all day.
Also is a huge stupidity to compare school to fucking college. School is a fucking joke and you can easily pass it doing absolutely nothing.
>Don't disregard the fact that your abilities maybe are misplaced. Maybe you are putting your time and effort on something that's not compatible with your nature. And if that's so, the best thing is to change courses as soon as posible.
Fuck that, I dont like anything else anyways. I hate everything. I hate stupid humanities, and I hate math where I constantly see myself as a useless pile of shit.
FUCK EVERYTHING
>By the way you write and reason, I am convinced you are a smart, capable person. You make the correct judgments and questions. Don't doubt yourself, doubt your environment
Fake therapeutard type of speech. The world is cruel and bitter. Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong.
>Los cuicos, olvídate, hay tanta pudrería de cuicos en las carreras profesionales
Idgaf about any political type of class war, I wasnt talking about le poor, le rich or da joooz. I was talking about pricks like teachers, who think too much of themselves only because now they are in the top of the academical elite, so they can go and shit on everyone who is ignorant.
>Please, keep enduring.
I honestly dont want to live anymore, but I havent achieved the point where I want to kill myself. You either exist to live, exist, or die. I hope one day I truly convince myself to cease all existence, so I can stop suffering.

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Anonymous ID:Z9xCUFef Thu 12 May 2022 02:25:18 No.15188141 Report

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I m a loser and I will always lose and fail whatever I do. I will fail and there is nothing but pain before I fall. I can study all I want, prepare myself as much as I want, have all my hopes up till they all get crushed by the reality of how much a of a failure I m.

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