>>15196065Former best and effectively only friend, probably as a desperate fucked up way of trying to fix the relationship. It didn't work. 8 years with no contact now.
I know everyone's got different issues but I wanted to kill myself because I felt like I'd be completely alone for the rest of my life. Funny that you're married with a seemingly caring wife but you're still suicidal. It's sobering and darkly amusing. Grass is always greener, I suppose.
