>>15204903I tried many ways to be happy in this world. Most are fun for a while, some are fun for longer, but everything turns to ashes and despair for me eventually.
Except one thing, and it's the best thing in my life. It cured my suicidal depression, severe anxiety, bipolar disorder, and obesity. Chasing this thing has led me to change careers, make a fortune, see the country, walk away from everything and give all my money away, and live as a homeless man with drug addicts, alcohol ics, prostitutes, the disabled, the elderly, and the hopeless to tell them not to give up, that there is hope and things will get better, and that I love them.
I love you too, OP. Don't give up.