>>15215561when i was here in 2019 i used to be jealous of some groups of people that were always circle-jerking together. i tried to be a part of the group but i was not, and still am not, that good at being "friendly". in the end, they mostly left bant and formed their own discord places while i was left behind.
i'm back now and trying a bit harder to kiss up to some people but uhm... it's working and it's not quite working like how i would want. plus i think most users here now are at least 5 years younger than me