>>15216236>ran a pantry where every Saturday she fed people in Central Park>She loved signing, dancing, & being with familymemes aside reading this, makes me realise why I'm utterly depressed and she was probably unable to even entertain a moment of negative thought that entered my brain.
I feel like you probably genuinely can't be depressed if you live selflessly like this. There must be something in seeing someone smile in gratitude as you feed them. They say that you give your all from volunteering, but i bet you take way more emotionally from it.
rest in peace mama