>>15258283Learn to live alone. There is no cope. You will maks new friends.
Maintain some distance with friends to avoid being too much emotionally attached to them. Attachment only makes you weaker. Try to find peace in your own company.
About childhood friends - you will probably lose all of them (my experience) even if you try to keep in touch. You will talk rarely and rarely as time passes. Try to let go.
This is my advice to you anon.
