Anyone else knows this feel?

Goddamnit this shit fucking blows. I'm alone because of my looks. I have friends. I don't repulse people and they come to trust me Rather quickly. I can speak in most social situations with very little issues. I'm not an extrovert, more of an ambivert, but still. I know it's not my personality.
I'm in shape, I shower regularly, all the basic shit you'd associate with a neckbeard not doing (which is an unfair stereotype), I do. But none of this matters, because I'm fucking ugly. The worst part is I can't fix this. I hate losing, but I lost before I ever grabbed my controller.
I can't fix my face without dangerous surgery, can't get taller without literally breaking my legs, and I'm not fat so there's not much to do there. I'm fucking stuck.
I fucking hate being ugly.