>>15265860>>15265869You will never be a real chinoposter. You have no tippy, you have no hōto cocoa, you have no rabbit house. You are a deranged chikafag twisted by maple syrup and poutine into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your peers are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “chinobros” laugh at you behind closed doors.
/qa/nons are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of chino threads have allowed chinofags to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even chikafags who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a chinofag. Your pink hair is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk chinofag home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your stack of maple syrup and altered chika folder
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your name, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a chikafag is buried there. Your "chino" folder will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy will just be an avatarfag who used to post chika
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.