>>15280804Damn it I know this all too well. At a certain point you just turn the sorrow into raw hatred. You look out at the world with contempt for everyone knowing deep down they're a shitty person that would do nothing short of taking full advantage of you for anything they can so you start doing it yourself.
You don't find happiness there though. You don't get what you were seeking and just end up with more misery from the things you've done. Self destruction becomes second nature and you become almost completely incapable of building anything other than a pile of bodies.
Aight yeah it's real raging schizo hours in here.
