>>15285402i want to focus on other things, i'm way to depressed to have a GF and it would end in shambles, i have to do a certain thing in my life and if i don't do this i'll be really sad about not doing it and die with a lot of regrets, my only concern is lack of experience because this might take me 10+ years to accomplish. i hope i can finish in my 20s or early 30s but it's very unlikely
