>>15290384Countryside house, my grandparents used to spend there every spring-summer-fall and i used to be there every summer doing a lot of help, and after they died i was doing most stuff myself for several years, like clearing the land, growing some stuff, doing maintainance to berry bushes, fixing buildings and what not (only in summer and fall though)
>and why not return to that?This year i think i won't be able to get there at all for the first time in my life, not for >flag reasons, but for family reasons. And while i do have some experience and think it would be good, i don't have nearly enough experience and determination to make it my life and be profitable or even self-sustainable