Prepare to read the shitty blog of a complete fuck up (me) because at this point I don't know what else to do to cope except tell my story.
>inb4 fuck off normie for having friends

>part 1/6 pre-2016
I used to be part of a group of 5 or so really good friends myself included. We knew eachother since primary school and we were all basicaly best buddies. We were all pretty much a bunch of stupid normies except me who was more of an internet dweller than the rest and I've been in 4chan for as long as I can remember. We got along well, and we would do a lot of normie social shit together and it was fun, however the "humor" of the group was shit. The thing we would do the most to make eachother laugh was to pick on someone in the group. I guess it all started out as teasing and banter, but sometimes it would go on too long and someone would get upset. Then someone might say sorry and someone else would be made fun of for something stupid and the cycle would continue. I guess it wasn't all that bad, maybe this is just how guys are supposed to interact and being able to take ridicule as well as dish it out is part of being a man. In this friend group one of the guys, let's call him G, was my best friend and we would always talk about our life plans and share everything with eachother. It sounds gay as fuck but I guess it's one of those rare instances of having a good friend you could trust with anything. This will be important later.