>>15306779Heh no problem I got out in one piece after all haha
But seriosly lack of goals, aspirations, faith and so can be dangerous especially if you miss them all at once like I did
Not like I restored them or anything but it's just cloudy now like I don't understand what I should do unlike I used to be with "I know there's nothing in the end"
The faith got restored at least but my connection with the divinity is a weird one :^) Like I really don't care about any religion but it's more personal like a dialogue with something you cannot comprehend but knows everything about you. I had no idea that the lack of faith can be so dangerous to be fair, I used to be the hardcore atheist who would refuse the existance of anything and even argue on this, legit reddit times but then the shift happened 2 years ago when I became sort of desperate to get out of my own toxic loop
Do you like this song
https://youtu.be/0r2GNWvkd4U 
