I kind of wanted to leave this here because I never wanna say something this dramatic irl as a male.

I’m a soon to be 24 year old guy with Aspergers and it’s breaking me up that I’m about to turn 24 a virgin. The worst part is that I’m supposedly handsome and I’ve had women into me since high school but have never been able to feel natural with another person. Being alone and building things is the only thing natural to me.

I desperately want to feel intimate with someone else but the clock is ticking now. I used to be able to find solace in my hobbies and reading, now the pain is just too much and the only escape is alcohol.

How do you get out of something like this?