>>15391752Fuck, your post reminds me one story from my early teens. I could got raped by an older girl back when I was like 14'ish years old. Back then it was a new year celebration so almost all our neighbors gathered up in our flat. So there was a girl, a distant friend of a neighboring woman. She would flirt with me in a weird way, trying to teach me to dace as an excuse to hug my young body. I still remember how warm she was and how cold were her palms contrasting with this strange feeling. Apparently we were left alone on the empty flat while all the guest along with my parents went for a walk. She asked me if I want to hug her, If I want to become the real man, to learn how to act with the girls to learn kissing. And after all I said 'no' to all these lewd suggestions. I knew where it was going so took a step back and she said something like 'oh, well... I see you're scared, I'm gonna sleep' and fell asleep after . I do regret everything. I wish I were molested and raped back then. I wish my cherry was popped. I wish my virginity were gifted to an older woman I had not ever seen ever since. I fucking hate my shyness and ambitionlessness. Agh. I'm done. Picture unrelated I just like the way it looks.
