Since I started having the first symptoms, my health has been fucked up. I've become a lot more sensitive, paranoid and hypochondriac. My stamina have been diminished, I get tachycardia for doing anything that requires a minimum effort, or for no fucking reason when I go to sleep. I've got a painful contracture in the chest. Sometimes I suffer from small stabs of pain all over the head. I fear that having a hearth attack. I also fear having a tumor in the head, or diabetes, or kung-flu or anything velse. I live in a constant state of distress and fear. I drink linden infusions everyday. I see the doctor every week. I've had several panic attack... they're the fucking worst experience you can have. I'd rather be tortured than suffer a panic attack again.