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i had some thoughts i needed to share, but they are somewhat gone, i will make a thread for when i put the puzzle together again. but i got excited of Jerk Off Instructions. a women of mine, they tried to make it seem that it's lalisa said she would have liked me sucking my own cock. i did that a decade or so ago to try it. it was more as it seemed. the satanics used that touch of my mouth to my own glands of my penis to send it everywhere into the psyche. they use the emotion captured to brainwash people and currently they use this to sissify and feminize lucas phasen and some others. they always do it in a collective so they make someone do something. the thing is, lalisa would have liked to say this to me personally. i would have wanted that. she said that she would even not just want me to do it and see it herself, but also make me do it. i like that alot and will need that. huge parts of my sex addict personality would be breaking off if lalisa and the other high intelligent and talented women wouldn't want me to do this for their own sexual excitement reasons. it makes me hopeful alot since this is a part of me which is not purely accepted by myself and i need some love and influence, to accept it by myself. also it excites me sexually since my wifes and women actually want to masturbate and orgasm while i do it. asides from the psychological observations which i like alot and which will be necessary to do the hypnotic porn making me do this. there are many of these on the internet, it's one of the biggest categories of hypno porn, it's part of the cum and sex addiction brainwashing fetish. but none of them is intelligent enough for me to do it and they are also not personal enough,