Basically, I'm a disgusting AGP faggot who has let a fetish and mental illness get far out of hand. I've been on hormones for 6 months already, I've tried stopping a couple times but I keep crawling back. Basically, I want to know how I can sort of get over this hurdle briefly so that I can bootstrap it into getting a girlfriend and so getting over this nonsense for good. Does anyone have experience/tips for this?