>>15519911I'm sorry to hear that, but I am sure that with enough willpower you'll be able to beat this addiction. I don't know if you live in an urban shit hole, but if you don't, I highly recommend spending time outside, in nature, as much as possible and getting a hobby that takes up a lot of time and gets your mind off things.
Remember that people with even worse addictions and with an even shittier life could beat that, so you can do it too.