>>15524642i went all in on these relationships and i was living a life of dream i always wanted to, just like she did
and if it all really will end i don't see any fucking reason to keep going
that's just how a life of man ends, you fuck up this much so you can't bear it anymore and you proceed to another state of being
it's not like she was just some girl who was randomly around for some time and now she's gone, she is what i live for and she gave me all the things i ever wanted and she helped me crawl out of the shit and depression my previous life was, and now I'm just back to it, even more fucking depressed and exhausted
>>15525217you didn't read anything I wrote
i believe how western girls are this degeneratic and disgusting, any girls in general, and i had relationships before this, also with stupid fucking cunts as you described and those relationships never lasted more than few weeks or even few days, i know how to filter people like this and i despise them even more than you
and i know that person for three years, she's not that stupid and she's not evil or vindictive, she was just suffering the same mental problems and uncertainty as i did, i was just blind and stupid and i couldn't help her in time, that's the problem and that's the thing that fucking kills me
