>>15621316truth be told, since we are all anons on the internet i know exactly where i fucked up.
first fuck up~ i got with this girl as a rebound from my other relationship she was giving me all the emotional support, attention, love and most importantly blowjobs that i could ever want after my split with my GF of 5 years. i should have gotten my shit together and kept her at bay while i worked on my weakness.
second fuck up~ was that i only dated her for 1 year and some change before we got married. i have never been loved so hard before it was a huge change for me and honestly i loved every second of it. this girl was and still is madly in love with me. i knew the sex was going to be an issue because the only thing she is good at is sucking dick and taking dick. but i figured she would learn.
third fuck up~ i revealed myself to her in my entirety she loves me for it, but i have lost any mystery/secrets. she now expects things from me that i don't normally do but because i love her i do them. i should have kept her guessing or at least not be secure in her relationship because i feel she has gotten lazy.
fourth fuck up~ i revealed my finances to her, i am not rich but i have no need for money, i receive enough money without having to work that she expects me to pay for a lot of stuff such as dates, she does work herself and she is a nurse so she puts in money for bills and other essentials and sometimes she does suprise me. but because i make more money than her without working and stay at home, she takes me and my time for granted and occasionally calls me "house husband" which makes no sense. just because i stay at home and earn money does not mean the housework and responsibility fall strictly on me. since i pay most of the bills and still do my fair share of labor.
i havent dumped her because she loves the living fuck out of me. and treats me well. and i am too old 33 now. i doubt i will find a similar or better woman, especially in the US. idk....
