sorry guys
i dont choose the thread to unload it chooses me
i just got this feeling telling me
"yeah, this is the one bro, go ahead and let it out"
there used to be an altchan where it would be a single thread of me just doing this but the moderation changed and my threads get deleted
ever heard of this onion website where you can confess your darkest sins
sounds like the appropriate place but i dont have my current pc set up for that kind of "le privacy paranoid computer nerd" and ive gone through enough throw away think pads
i decided to finally chill and let go