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Before anybody says this isn't political keep in mind that men are falling out of society in droves due to current events and if its not video games its turning into a useless addict.
I've been struggling with alcohol for the past 5 or 6 years. I've always had issues (raised by a single mother that was also a druggy), so I know the cards have always been stacked against me. My whole family is worthless like this. If its not alcohol its harder stuff, but they are all addicts and die young. I basically have no family as of writing this and I've been on my own for years. I always told myself if I worked hard and stayed focused I'd climb out of what my family is and be a change. Current events over the last 10 years, just everything going on between social media and everything becoming so pozzed as well as dealing with all this woke shit in the workplace I started to use alcohol to cope and "turn my brain off" on the weekends.
A few years ago I decided I'd had enough of wageslaving, some of the skills I'd taught myself would allow me to be self employed, but it was going to take discipline. Sadly booze had eroded my mental state and I hadn't even realized I'd become the addict I despised. I'm one step away from homelessness at this point, I haven't showed in over a month, and all I can think about is getting my next drink. I know a lot of men that have fallen into this cycle besides me.
Looking for honest advice lads. I tried AA months ago, but it felt like a cult. Working out and eating right obviously helps, but its almost impossible to do when you're shit yourself drunk every day. I have enough money for next month's rent and that's about it; the local plasma donation place says my blood pressure is too high to donate anymore. Also I'm not advocating for any sort of laws against alcohol, just admitting that some guys like me can't handle their booze and wondering what should be done about people like me.
I've been struggling with alcohol for the past 5 or 6 years. I've always had issues (raised by a single mother that was also a druggy), so I know the cards have always been stacked against me. My whole family is worthless like this. If its not alcohol its harder stuff, but they are all addicts and die young. I basically have no family as of writing this and I've been on my own for years. I always told myself if I worked hard and stayed focused I'd climb out of what my family is and be a change. Current events over the last 10 years, just everything going on between social media and everything becoming so pozzed as well as dealing with all this woke shit in the workplace I started to use alcohol to cope and "turn my brain off" on the weekends.
A few years ago I decided I'd had enough of wageslaving, some of the skills I'd taught myself would allow me to be self employed, but it was going to take discipline. Sadly booze had eroded my mental state and I hadn't even realized I'd become the addict I despised. I'm one step away from homelessness at this point, I haven't showed in over a month, and all I can think about is getting my next drink. I know a lot of men that have fallen into this cycle besides me.
Looking for honest advice lads. I tried AA months ago, but it felt like a cult. Working out and eating right obviously helps, but its almost impossible to do when you're shit yourself drunk every day. I have enough money for next month's rent and that's about it; the local plasma donation place says my blood pressure is too high to donate anymore. Also I'm not advocating for any sort of laws against alcohol, just admitting that some guys like me can't handle their booze and wondering what should be done about people like me.
