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Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:19:15 No.15649601 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>15649640 >>15649751 >>15649792 >>15650634 >>15651684

https://youtu.be/oddpEWuOT1o
Life hurts so much, I listen to calming music because I'm always 1 step away from exploding into a mental break down. One day there will be peace for me

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:Q0rjZyAe Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:20:24 No.15649605 Report

Quoted By: >>15649613

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rS7Va0sBYAM

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:21:45 No.15649613 Report

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>>15649605
This feels like something I would hear as a kid from a bunch of CDs we had at home. When those things exsisted. I still have a faint memory of my parents using flip phones, but I was like 4 years old

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yU9beas5 Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:25:31 No.15649640 Report

Quoted By: >>15649666

>>15649601
It feels like things are only getting harder, there isn't end to this, wish i could hug it, i really want to sleep now and wake up tomorrow more happy

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:29:29 No.15649666 Report

Quoted By: >>15649693

>>15649640
I can get that. It feels like I have been stuck in a nightmare since 2019. Maybe it's useless, but try to enjoy every tiny small moment as much as you can, savor them. No matter how bad your day has been always be open to feel nice from small enjoyable moments. Sometimes you also need to let your emotions all out in one huge blast to recover your willpower and gain back some stability.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yU9beas5 Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:37:30 No.15649693 Report

Quoted By: >>15649697

>>15649666
Eh sometime you don't even notice all the things you could be enjoying, you just don't care about them because of all the pain, thinking that nothing can fix it. Yes it feels nice to sperg out sometimes and calm down after that. Maybe i just feel sadder and more lonely now because it's night

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:38:22 No.15649697 Report

Quoted By: >>15649719

>>15649693
Night can do that. Sleep can refresh the mind, shower can refresh the mind.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:T3WH0eYX Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:39:58 No.15649704 Report

Quoted By: >>15649729

What's wrong?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:yU9beas5 Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:44:05 No.15649719 Report

Quoted By: >>15649729

>>15649697
Well I'll sleep now, goodnight, wish you good sleep whenever you go to bed

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:46:33 No.15649729 Report

Quoted By: >>15649766

>>15649704
Nothing I can do can make me happier, I can't do anything that makes me feel better about who I am, nobody can make me feel better about my life. Don't understand why I'm this way just know I'm that way
>>15649719
Sleep well and sweet dreams. Thanks it's probably gonna be soon

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:YYzTpDWF Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:50:20 No.15649751 Report

Quoted By: >>15649759

>>15649601
Maybe you’ll find someone who you will love to help you. By the way is that you Ritsu?

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:51:36 No.15649759 Report

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>>15649751
It's not that I need someone else to be happy, it's that I'm broken and mentally ill to begin with. No one can make me whole when I don't even make a half to begin with. I suppose it is meh

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:T3WH0eYX Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:53:07 No.15649766 Report

Quoted By: >>15649775

>>15649729
Have you tried to find a hobby and some new friends?
Maybe you should try some traveling as well
Reading wise books is also a good idea

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:54:21 No.15649775 Report

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>>15649766
I don't have a hobby and I don't think there are many hobbies that I would enjoy or would be able to do. Wise books are nice, but I can only manage to read one book at a time. I only read on my phone before I go to sleep

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:U4BmQkmV Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:58:15 No.15649792 Report

Quoted By: >>15649801

>>15649601
Did you try alcohol like me, anon? It's the best shit, i swear. In fact I'm drunk right now.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 22:59:56 No.15649801 Report

Quoted By: >>15649818

>>15649792
I haven't had alcohol in more than a year aaaaa and I'm too fucked up if my mom figures out I bought alcohol on my own she is gonna go crazy

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:U4BmQkmV Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:01:46 No.15649818 Report

Quoted By: >>15649830

>>15649801
damn, that sucks. I hope you get better. Still living with my mom and when she complains about me being drunk, I beat the shit out of her

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:04:29 No.15649830 Report

Quoted By: >>15649842

>>15649818
If I don't have her I'm pretty much gonna be sent to a mental asylum or something. I'm used to being rawdogged by reality already. I'm just numbing to it

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:cXkTp4Jt Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:06:26 No.15649840 Report

Quoted By: >>15649856

i love calmin music
it makes me happy
here is one i like
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSZb5yrayfE&list=PL6FVKZ3H3pn4Q5juDyWwQDKJR4jYncsl3&index=20

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:U4BmQkmV Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:07:14 No.15649842 Report

Quoted By: >>15649856

>>15649830
I know how that feels. I recently failed college from isolation now I'm just a miserable fuck

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:10:08 No.15649856 Report

Quoted By: >>15649861

>>15649840
Sounds comfy and relaxing. Makes me a bit sleepyy.
>>15649842
The lockdown screwed me and I dropped out of high school. Now planning to go back. Despite everything being worse now than years ago I'm still working harder than I would years ago when I didn't feel 1/4th as shit as I do now. I might just go crazy, my mom can barely take care of herself. A huge amount of my neet money is therefore emergency money

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:U4BmQkmV Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:12:32 No.15649861 Report

Quoted By: >>15649867

>>15649856
Anon, I hope your successful. If you are, it would at least bring some hope to me.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:14:02 No.15649867 Report

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>>15649861
Thanks man. I'm at an awkard point right now. I worked so much so I feel like if I gave up now it would be a waste, but it feels like I'm not getting anywhere with anything. I think I'm unironically losing a bit of hair from the stress.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:20L/uBr6 Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:16:00 No.15649877 Report

Quoted By: >>15649880 >>15649885

as I'm sitting here in my shitty apartment in the hood, out of weed, out of money, out of food, family wants nothing to do with me - I genuinely smiled knowing a fucking NORWEGIAN. THE most priveleged handsome race ever also is struggling lmao

whats wrong. girl didn't like you? fuck off faggot. your pain is imagned.

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:17:44 No.15649880 Report

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>>15649877
I'm sorry that my exsistance makes you seeth. Maybe you should go away because I'm spoiled

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:U4BmQkmV Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:18:46 No.15649885 Report

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>>15649877
Chill out, they're facing the same globohomo issues too

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:l+TSkatq Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:29:51 No.15650135 Report

Quoted By: >>15650146

good song i can only wish you luck in life

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Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:32:44 No.15650146 Report

Quoted By: >>15650163

>>15650135
Thanks pol fren

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Anonymous ID:l+TSkatq Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:35:16 No.15650163 Report

Quoted By: >>15650190

>>15650146
do you mind if i come to your country clean toilets or fix pcs for monies for a bit?

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:6We2qtZz Mon 04 Jul 2022 23:39:20 No.15650190 Report

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>>15650163
Feel free to do that. I had a polish friend in first year high school. He was pretty muscular and smart. Actually fun to hang around with too. He smoked weed too lole. Pretty based.

Anonymous

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Anonymous ID:UunLJZwB Tue 05 Jul 2022 01:17:29 No.15650634 Report

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>>15649601
I hope your life turns around someday anon

Anonymous

Anonymous ID:tJVFExsO Tue 05 Jul 2022 06:14:00 No.15651684 Report

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>>15649601
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