>>15658382‘Do not despair; one of the thieves was saved. Do not presume; one of the thieves was damned.’
Wisdom books are a good start.
Ecclesiasties is the 'Gothic' / 'depressive book of the Bible.
Anyways, you're making a joke about Russia ...I get it. Still.... you never know, anon. One day this advice may come in handy because we always think we've experienced the outer limits of pain and fear... until a new barrier is broken and we discover a whole new realm of suffering.