tsutsu kun either
>life always existed
which is kind of weird and doesnt make sense because there wouldnt be a beginning, so this is probably just schizo stuff
or
>life was created after ze big bang
which makes more sense but also would be very weird because it would mean there has to be an explanation how life can be created, which is really weird and just sounds like magic frfr no cap. conscious existence is too spooky, tsutsu kun