>>15751213i am no different than anybody
i just think that this would be the quickest way to fill the void that sits inside my heart. it's like a giant weight that sits on my chest. sometimes, it lifts only to creep back, and before i know it, there is again this immense pressure on my chest.
i remember at one point in my life, my oneitis approached me, but i just did not believe that i was worthy enough and ignored her. my life felt so vain at that point. everything felt pointless.
i'm sorry for sharing so much, and if i'm overwhelming you. you just seem like a genuinely good soul and have always sent positive energy towards my way even if you don't recognize me. all my threads either get ignored or derailed by negativity, so i really appreciate you. please continue to lift broken souls up...