>>15792313I do desire doing of great deeds but that doesn't mean I allow this desire of mine to be manipulated and misguided into the fruitless void of space faring.
Instead, I focus on real deeds I can do in person, either to other or for myself, spiritually.
Do I feel pride for what other men have done? No. Am I impressed by, say, the architecture of old such as medieval castles or victorian churches? I am. And I am realistic in what it would take to recreate such things. In the age of decadence live in. Of endless hours of work, cultural decline, racial decline, spiritual decline... Dealing with these are more important me than the fictitious tale of space faring or great endeavours such as deep sea exploration or even exploring Antarctica... These are meaningless platitudes in the face of real decline.