I'm 19 unemployed living in mommy's house with my stepfather (who I dislike) and his adopted nigger son (who I hate). I dislike my mother too but she pays for most of my needs (food, clothes, etc) so I have to obey her whenever she comes up with any retarded task for me, which wouldn't be much of a problem if my grandparents didn't both decided to start dying and now every week or so I have to waste an entire day at a hospital doing absolutely nothing when I could very well be developing my game, which is my last hope of making money without a wage job.
I actually am attractive and am not afraid of asking girls out, but I have one standard: I don't want to race mix. Normally this wouldn't be an issue, but I live in fucking Brazil and almost EVERYONE here has a diarrhea water skin tone and most of the few white people here live in closed, upper class, beautiful communities (pic related) while I live near a black neighbourhood and can't go outside at night without fearing getting stabbed.
I just wish I could move to good (white) country, change my name and start over from zero, but I seem to be stuck for now.