>>15880451I pretend this all is my job and I get money for these edits.
You keep that switch in your head long enough to get through with these edits, and you get result of a high quality. Then realization of meaninglessness of everything that I've done befalls on me, but the work is already done, depression that is afterwards serves a purpose of fueling my will to get rid of it once again, and do the loop all over.
I need work!
