>>15978774I don't allow you to do what you want because that would be like allowing someone to rip open their ribcage, jam a pipebomb in their chest cavity and blow themselves apart.
you are mentally ill and require actual help instead of faggots feeding into the mental illness and sending you deeper and deeper into a spiral of perceived righteous self-harm to try and "help" you.
get the fuck off the internet, go on a soul search through the woods, don't talk to faggots for a year.