I've finally decided that i'm going to kill myself. I'm over it.

I'm going to save as much as I can of my salary for maybe the next 6 months - 1 year and leave it for my parents to contribute to their retirement.

I should be happy but i'm not. I tried neeting and I was miserable. I got a well paying 9-5 corporate job and i'm still miserable.

There's no winning