I am very androgynous and I have this recurring urge, which I’m getting right now and I get every couple months. It’s the urge to just give my life to sex and become a femboy whore, like a literal whore. I spend so much time thinking about myself being violently held into sexual poses anyway. I just want to give some of my younger years, when I’m truly beautiful, to being a real slut. Just a drugged up, girly looking boy who knows exactly what he is.