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I thought you said 10 reasons but I see now its 10 seconds. woops. failed the time limit
1) The knowledge that the vast majority of people I know and love, not to mention all the people I don't know will ultimately burn in Hell. Including most likely myself
2) The CONSTANT and exhausting fear of sin hiding in every thought and every action. Especially in my free/leisure time, that I am relaxing too much or sinning to much because I am held culpable for all the good I don't know
3) Believing that allievating suffering, especially mental suffering and anguish is a sin because as Catholics we should embrace suffering
4) Needing to lose my life to save it
5) Needing to give til it hurts and constantly wondering if I am really hurting if or I am telling myself it hurts so I don't need to give anymore
6) Constantly worrying if I need to make restitution and if so, how.
7) Needing to spend my life not just alienated from sex and romance but from the broader community who hates me because I am gay and sees me as at best something to be tolerated and at worst as something actively dangerous
8) Constantly in knots over wondering if my past confessions were valid, as "bad confessions damn the majority of Christians"
9) God's anger and justice needs to constantly be appealed through offerings of suffering, but he loves us? And he wants to give us a horrible punishment greater than Noah's flood so we all need to be praying the rosary all the time, but God is absolute benignity? huh?
10) The constant vain and proud snipes at Protestants whose biggest crime is not loving God in just the right way, accusing them of wanting "cheap grace" (not wanting to suffer), and then just watering down their theology anyway to appease Protestants. And the snipes at "da boomer catholics" like some felt banners are ANYTHING compared to all this lust, sloth, greed and pride that is oozing everywhere and threatening us all with Hell, traddies first, into the snowflake blizzard of hell
