>>16124464I understand that, but there's being critical of yourself and there's constantly calling yourself a freak and going to the extremes Stella does because of the actions of others.
>>16124467I understand you not wanting to upset or argue with your friends, I suspect that, in their own way, they're trying to help you. Ultimately, it's your body and your choice, they should respect that. I just worry that you've resigned yourself to having to tolerate being in a sexual relationship because that's what others think you should do.
>>16124490It seems that you need to have a sit down with your friends and family and tell them what's what. I don't know you, but your situation is understandable to me, you are an asexual man who happens to look female, so you dress in a feminine manner.