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I took some 40 or 50x something like that if I recall correctly
>smoke on a couch in the garage with the garage door open
>stand up
>feel weird
>all of a sudden there is nothing
>there is nothing
>no physical objects, no swirling colors, no creepy talking animals
>just the void
>but there was also no me
>there was no such entity as "Anon"
>complete nothingness
>"I" could only realize this nothingness when "I" found myself being painted back into existence layer by layer
>when I had enough layers to realize a self, then there was enough "me" to react to the nothingness
>then able to "observe" the nothingness, and to observe the different layers or reality being painted back into existence
>layer of "stuff"
>layer of color
>layer of texture
>layer of auditory phenomena aka sound
>many other layers
>finally a layer of my own physical body in the house, laughing my ass off. I had moved from the garage into the house, not very far, 20 feet total, watched by my bro who was going to go next
Void was interesting. Nothing scary but nothing to make you happy either. Just nothing. The experience of coming back from the void was amazing.
