I'm a mentally and emotionally weak human and so everyone hates me. I'm strong physically and can be very useful for a good family but I just can't work in not skilled for a career and I am not reliable for that. I am good at house chores though. If I were a dog or cat people would want me and they would love me. But I'm a human so they tell me all this stuff like "you can do xyz" when i can't. They call me a loser and weak, but I already know I'm these things so it didn't help. I can't even be euthanized as a human. They force me to stay alive to endure more pain and loneliness every day. I wish I could end it myself but I chicken out every time. This is a terrible terrible world. A terrible nightmare.