>>16173546Idk if it is just me but when I interact with firsties outside 4chan there seems to be a level of jealousy towards our pain.
Firsties lost the will to do anything generations ago, everything they do seems meaningless, their brain rotten from boredom and lack of ambition, relationships even with close family seem superficial and deep down they never seem to enjoy their priviledge, in part because they know they have it at the cost of the misery of the third world.
Meanwhile I was born with a will to live, filled with bitter experiences that make me feel alive and grateful for the good things that I have however little they could be, truth be told, it's only ever in banter and for the sake of telling a joke that I "wish" I lived in the first world, I enjoy being part of the building process of what could be a great thing in the future, instead of being part of a decadent people that have nothing but disappointment in front of them.
Call it cope if it makes you feel any better, but I say this in good faith, I really don't envy your position at all
