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Quoted By: >>16206616 >>16206639
>be me
>a zoomer born in 98
>but been on the internet and modern geek culture before puberty even close hitting
>becomes even deeper thanks to my elementary school that has a working internet back in 2006
>probably one of the first "weaboo" in this country, and probably one of the first indonesian to lurk on this site too
>the point is, im young in age, but from an older gen of otakus. A very older gen of indonesian otakus
>fast forward 2022, some days ago
>otaku convention, comifuro
>younger generation of indonesian weebs gathered
>most cosplaying and weebing and shits. Commuting. Some even holding hands, flirting with each other
>i got angry, seething
>"fucking newfags" i though
>then out of nowhere, flashback of horrible shits from before 2010
>lunch money stolen, getting beaten up for fun, water bucket, exiled by girls
>i still feel qlone, even amongst nerds back then
>because in indonesia back then, reading a japanese manga, playing video games,ect is still not consudered to be normal yet
>i am literally alone in this country. Was... shits hurts even now
>end of flashback
>seeing all these younger gen otakus, again, flirting, laughing, spending time together openly
>on public
>suddenly i smile. Grateful.
>There was literally 0 chance for otakus, geeks, and nerds back then to be happy on public in this country
>Now newer gen able to taste this, able to be freely express themselves
>i regret getting angry and seething before.
>I should have been grateful from the start
>at the end of the day, im glad things are better for the newer generation/group of people like us anons
>because now, they don't have to secluded themselves like us once before
>fuck i feel old
>a zoomer born in 98
>but been on the internet and modern geek culture before puberty even close hitting
>becomes even deeper thanks to my elementary school that has a working internet back in 2006
>probably one of the first "weaboo" in this country, and probably one of the first indonesian to lurk on this site too
>the point is, im young in age, but from an older gen of otakus. A very older gen of indonesian otakus
>fast forward 2022, some days ago
>otaku convention, comifuro
>younger generation of indonesian weebs gathered
>most cosplaying and weebing and shits. Commuting. Some even holding hands, flirting with each other
>i got angry, seething
>"fucking newfags" i though
>then out of nowhere, flashback of horrible shits from before 2010
>lunch money stolen, getting beaten up for fun, water bucket, exiled by girls
>i still feel qlone, even amongst nerds back then
>because in indonesia back then, reading a japanese manga, playing video games,ect is still not consudered to be normal yet
>i am literally alone in this country. Was... shits hurts even now
>end of flashback
>seeing all these younger gen otakus, again, flirting, laughing, spending time together openly
>on public
>suddenly i smile. Grateful.
>There was literally 0 chance for otakus, geeks, and nerds back then to be happy on public in this country
>Now newer gen able to taste this, able to be freely express themselves
>i regret getting angry and seething before.
>I should have been grateful from the start
>at the end of the day, im glad things are better for the newer generation/group of people like us anons
>because now, they don't have to secluded themselves like us once before
>fuck i feel old
