>thinking that your petty non-problems are anything worth worrying about and not realizing that you're the reason anything "bad" ever happens in your life because of your consistent levels of apathy and simply being lazy
>making excuses to further justify your lack of participation but lamenting your existence even though, as mentioned previously, you're the reason anything "bad" ever happens
If you want to kill yourself, then kill yourself. Stop whining, bitching, moaning and carrying on while bringing everyone else around you down with. Car + closed garage + sleeping pills = a chance to meet your perfect waifu (because lord knows your standards are too goddamn high anyway)