>>16241453you should maybe be grateful for that
the standard that you need to have a huge friend group and constantly talk to people is a very false one, dont buy into it
its definitely made out to be like that, but youre okay as you are dont worry about it
those two really close ones you have are worth infinitely more than 10 random retards you could be talking to
and it really is enough, i dont think you need much more
hell any more than two would possibly just be overwhelming even
ur pretty much just tricked by autists into taking your friends that are there for granted and thinking what you have isn't adequate and you constantly need to go around seeking more for some arbitrary reason
but you should just chill and spend the rest of your internet days talking to those two people if you feel like it, and itd sate your social needs im pretty sure
and yea people will fuck off eventually but thats just how it is, very close ones you can still keep contact with a long time though so dont fret about it
don't be one of those people that constantly weep over the past cause who said this stuff is permanent anyway
so you better just enjoy your time with those friends instead of thinking that you need more, cause they might just disappear as well
even only getting to do stuff on weekends is okay honestly
and np