>>16242216I was having hard time living due to my hyper intelligence which made me super good at math and coding but caused my inner thoughts to find a bunch of creative ways to insult me all the time no matter I'm awake or asleep
I told my psychiatrist that my brain's CPU usage is always 100% with no way to put it on rest and I'm fucking tired of thinking
He told me I have a condition called ADHD, which I was clearly not in retrospect, and prescribed me ritalin
The CPU usage went to 10000%, my brain fucking overheated, exploded, I felt brain cells dying
I'm now a literal stimulant addict but no matter how many I take it my intelligence never comes back
Looking back all I needed was wellbutrin or something which is the opposite of ritalin
Sometimes in life there's a moment which one can't regret enough
