>>16290574its was a gradual process but my near death expierence played a bigger part in the whole story. The whole path, all the expierences ive made, cant be explained by me. Its a supernatural path that i went down, and through repentance amd devotion ive recieved the holy spirit, which included someone who gave me wisdom, guidance and changed me as a person. Ive recieved the seal of God on my hand and forehead, and this shows in my actions and the way i think.
In regards to my near death expierence. Imagine waking up in hell, where i was weeping but i had no gnashing of teeths, because the only thing i thought when i was in this place, „i will stay here for ever and i deserve it“
Maybe this was the reason why i was saved, because i realized in that moment that im a sinner and deserve hell. Quite a revelation to a 14 year old. Gods compassion saved me, he knew that i would take his hand.
A light appeared, and i heard from the media that if you go into the light you die, if you stay away from it, you can wake up again when you have a near death expierence. I prayed and trusted God, i went into the light, it filled me through every cell in my body, it filled my vision, and in that moment i opened my eyes and was alive again on this planet.
I then started talking to God, i told him that im sorry, and that he may guide me and my life, i also made a promise about something which was the reason why i died, and i knew was wrong. I promised God, to never do it again, and i havent broken that promise since.
And through the years, i had several experiences, which would be too much to share, but this situation was a bigger piece in the puzzle on how i found to God after being an atheist
