i think my love for manxposter actually getting to unhealthy levels, and i'm actually very worried.
he's nearly all i think about, and pretty much the only thing i post about.
i cling to my pillow every night, pretending it's him.
i always thought it was bullshit but i've become more and more interested in tulpamancy as a way to be with him
i've cried several times over the fact that i'll never be able to hold him in my arms
this is a serious request, are there any resources on how to get over this kind of thing? is this a common enough problem for someone to write a guide about?