>>16329750When I am not high I feel really depressed and suicidal. I popped some cough medicine pills and feeling better. Actually DXM has a rapid anti-depressant effect, has been proven in medical studies, they are putting DXM mixed with wellbutrin another common anti-depressant and trying it out in trials now. So yeah. I like kratom and xanax best though. I wish I could just be happy sober. Maybe I should exercise.