>>16355252Nah, you're just coping and doing mental gymnastics. You're probably the Finnish Jeffrey Dahmer. Honestly, you should put on the Finnish equivalent of the sex offender registry and you should be banned from being within 100 yards of any elementary school, middle school, high school, daycare center, playground, youth sports center, waterpark and anywhere else underaged youth congregate. You should also be forced to wear an ankle monitor.